Numb

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

And I know
I may end up failing too.
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)


Hoho, lagu yang baru jadi favoritku. Aku suka lagu-lagu Linkin Park, meskipun genre-nya rock tapi bermakna. Aku nggak ngikutin perkembangan band-nya sih, tapi aku punya lumayan banyak lagunya di hape dan laptopku. Sebetulnya mau nulis liriknya berdasarkan apa yang kudenger, tapi aku nggak bisa nangkep beberapa kata jadi akhirnya nyomot dari site orang hehehe.

Kalo mau nyari lirik lagu lain, alamat site-nya : http://www.azlyrics.com/

Post Pertama pas SMP!

Akhirnya ketemu lagi sama blogku!

Rasanya udah lama banget nggak nulis blog... sebetulnya waktu itu udah sempat buka dan ngutak-ngatik tampilan blog ini, cuma baru sekarang sempat (dan mau) nulis lagi hehehe.

Sekarang aku udah SMP, sedih juga rasanya berpisah sama temen-temen SD :(
Tapi sekarang aku punya banyak teman dan sahabat baru di SMP, mulai dari kelasku, 7 Al-Biruni, lalu kelas sebelah, 7 Cheng Ho, dan dari kelas 8 Ibnu Rusyd.

Yang lucu, ada beberapa sahabat yang cuma kuhubungi lewat SMS. Kalo ketemu di sekolah malah diem aja, padahal di SMS omongannya udah ngawur dan kocak banget hahaha...

Harapanku, semoga aku juga bisa dapat sahabat dari 8 Hamka dan 9 Al-Razy :)

Udah banyak hal baru yang kualami di SMP, mulai dari yang senang kayak ketemu abang-abang Malaysia dalam rangka homestay sampai yang sedih kayak patah hati (huhu)

Sayang meskipun udah banyak pengalaman tapi nggak sempat kutulis di blog, dan alhasil sekarang pas mau nulis udah lupa... tapi mudah-mudahan akan ada pengalaman seru lagi nantinya yang bisa kutulis.

Kupikir-pikir aku juga mau nge-post lirik lagu kesukaanku, soalnya sekarang aku lagi gencar-gencarnya nyari lagu dari Youtube plus nyari liriknya. Ditambah lagi, terinspirasi dari blog-nya temenku yang isinya kebanyakan lagu keren *thumbs up*

Insya Allah besok aku ke Kota Tua, doain supaya aku sempat dan napsu nulis pengalamannya ya!